Tired of doing the ppt.
Tired of rushing thru' all the online lectures.
Tired of thinking of the coming CAS test.
Tired of having sleepless nights thinking exam is around the corner.
Tired of stressing myself when my parents doesn't stress me.
Tired of trying to listen to songs when it doesn't get in my ears.
Tired of being rather vulgar these days/weeks,
like the f word comes easily time to time.
Tired of everything.
Fcuk, i think im too stressed up.
Good night.

Urghs, the talk was boring shits. Okay, quite beneficial to a certain extent and golf with yq kept me awake throughout the whole 2hr forum! LOL. Oh ya, finally i know how to play bridge! BUT i can't lieeeeeeeeeeeeee in the game, i will laugh and smirk when i know im the partner! Shitttty, many more games would make me to control better, hopefully! hahaha. Dinner with mr. private! yaktyaktyakt @ tea-sire cafe, talked alot and mostly 'bout friendships stuff! It was all so a good talk and I guess sometimes we really need to treasure friendships instead having your full attention on your partner if you're in a relationship. hahaha, cause i managed to reckon 'bout these after stepping back from bgrs and maybe a bigger social circle. lol. My dear girls and friends, i have learnt and do treasure and love you people! & im serious! hahaha. Alrights, back to CAS!

It's nxl acting cute and me trying to kick her asssss cause my hands weren't available then.
LOL. P-O-S-E-R-S. :X

Accpac was quite screwed (hope i didn't despite writing the wrong amount of AR in the response qns). I tried my best to be enviromentally friendly but i still wasted alot of papers by that click of my fat fingers on the printing of the full posting journals. hahaha. Lunch at wan zai hongkong cafe with xiuling, xueli, liuying, yongqiang, yongwen and henry. In order to clear the plate of fried shimp wantons and lemons we played "zhong ji mi ma" (fyi, its some number game)! I was proud of myself, cause everyone got to eat those except for me and yq! hahaha. Chilled at mac until 4 and off to ehub with nxl! Arcade and streets cafe with nxl till 'bout 8plus! I know the other 5 will kill me if they see this cause i skipped my lunch for having no money as the reason. Eh! but really, i was alr in deficit then! My cash came from my dad for arcade and dinner, thanks dad! LOL. Anyway, gg ehub is like the first time for nxl but countless times for me alr. I've been there for 4 consecutive days (except wed) since tuesday! I'm gonna scrimp and save next week cause i've been really a spendthrift this week! Gelare/Hongkongcafes/Kbox/Arcade/Movie. Madness! But i've been really a happy girl despite being rather down on thursday-friday. (:

Why people who gets closer to each other physically tends to drift off mentally. I don’t understand why humans love retorting and defending themselves when they come into arguments or when met with difficulties, I guess even myself I don’t even know what I was retorting about. Perhaps everyone wants make a stand for themselves, that’s why it’s inevitable to defend. Probably it is true that you will have to shut your mouth up and open your ears to listen all your wrongs before retorting. Or maybe it is true that keep quiet is the best strategy in stopping an argument, like a win-lose situation? Anyway, ignore the previous post please, I’ve straightened out my thoughts, it was my fault. Ha-ha. I think I should re-do my ppt for the presentation. & Miss Joyce Lim did something sweet to me! Hahaha. Thanks girl, really appreciate it. (: Okay, very tired alr 9am class later, hope tmr will be a better day.
Goodnight.

fuck seriously. (i hate to use f , but i can't help it seriously)
in the middle of my U art class now.
there are 2 tutorials for the art presentation.
& i wasn't prepared for the art presentation today.
i wanted to skip the class, but i still went in the end.
to hell with it, my teacher called me to present.
so i told her honestly, im not prepared.
another U art teacher forced me to go or not get a penalty.
so, penalty was what i've chosen.
aiyah, its like i did told her honestly that im not prepared.
in the end, so screwed.
jesusssssssssssssssss!

It seems so difficult to curb my carvings when it comes to desserts. Indeed, i've tried very hard to make my sinful cravings not that sinful by having a sorbet on my waffle. I jolly well know its f sinful but aiyah, lazy to count the calories already larxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx!

I've just watched the most anticipated asian blockbuster of the year, Red Cliff! Yeah, im a geography student so you know my history sucks especially when it comes to chinese history. BUT still i totally agree with yongqiang that it's really a nice movie to catch although its rather a long one. The most annoying part when you want to know the ending, it shows to be continued. Worst of all, i've just learnt that the part 2 is coming only next year! oh my god! zzz. Nihon mura with Mr. Recruit Private and yaktyaktyakt till late, at least things are so much better as it is now! tsk. & shitty, my exams timetable are out fresh from the oven. How i wish exams would be over sooon and holidays come soon pleaseeeeee! Girls, sentosa/outing during hols kayy! You girls are all missssssed although we are all busy with our own life now.. (:

Oh ya, sorry hiuching! I just realized i forgot to reply your sms, it's okay girl enjoy in BSC alright! (: NXL, go find another CCA, maybe join me in TPSU lei! LOL. And yes, im into TPSU subcomm. Oh my, i know nuts about there and i don't know anyone from there. welll, maybe time to make more new friends! (:

Sorry, iwasjusttoolazytogooutjustnow.
There'salways tmr. tmr will beabetter day.
Sorry.

Heart of greed made me cried like shit, esp where Alfred(Raymond Lam) died just when Chang zaixin (Linda Chung) have forgiven him and was gg to patch up again.
I hate shows that make me cry so much.
Ironically i enjoy and want to watch them.
Yaya, i know sebas will say women are weird creatures again.
Tsk.

Last week was hell. Accpac project kept us in school till late nearly everyday, i swear i nearly cried when i knew we have to redo the accpac on wed (i think). But thank god we did many backups, so efforts wasn't really down to drain. After all, I'm glad that my group was alright, at least we did not stay in school as late as 10pm like other groups do. Poor thangs people but all sufferings ended on Friday where we submitted our thick ring file! This project seriously made us wasted alot of papers, we spent alot in buying papers, throwing many papers into the recycle bins and wasting many inks in writing those data journal entries thingy. LOL. So, weekends i spent many hours watching tv, i haven't watch tv for a long time kay! LOL. Oh ya, eunice had put on her braces, and it was really painful! Oh no, to be frank im a lil scared of now but i'm not backing out, i'll just endure it when it comes. (:

oh wellllll, been really busy, lazy and tired recently.
busy because of the projects due.
lazy cause 2 tests just passed last week.
tired cause i am mentally drained.
been really all so messed up weeks before with many things,
but yeah when its time to be solved it's solved! (:
these weeks,
i came to know that this sem is the most heavy sem in my whole 3 year poly life.
i came to know that i should not take things for granted.
and for most,
i came to know that i'm blessed. (:

well, i believe whatever is yours, is yours.
i love the way it is now.
i reckon. (:

and oh, i was selected into the TPSU.
i felt bad somehow, cause i know hiuching wants to be in.
i wonder why im in too cause i gave skimpy answers during the interview.
anyway, i didn't make it for the camp because of biz finance.
LOL.
whatever, let's see if im still in. hahaha.
&& tmr's F1's usher interview, hope i'll be in! :D

wish me luck then! (:

I don't have sufficient sleeps.
I don't have time for my tutorials.
I don't have time for studying.
I don't know how to edit and what to add-on into my shitty law project.
I NEED A LIFE SERIOUSLY!
Jesusssssssssssss!

Uh yes, i went to lynette's chalet on sun night! Accompanied her till 2plus because she was gg to be alone for that night. Got to know 2 new friends, both are nice and one who is my primary school friend's friend. The world's so small uh, tsk! Got back my mid-sems paper, i owned sebas in CAS! LOL. :X & nxl's being really grossssss! :X Mask making was crazy but fun. I hope i did made the mask properly, and i'll be the one lying there for tse yun to do a mask on next week, i wonder how it feels. hahaha. met brother on wednesday for his sudden book out, yesterday with lynette and grace. Great talking to them at least yeah, i'm so much clear now. (:

Oh ya, i blast this from my ipoddy everyday now! It's super nice, got to hear it! (:


Do, do you got a first aid kit handy
Do, do you know how to patch up a wound
Tell me, are are are are you, are you patient, understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hold in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me

Baby, baby this situation's driving me crazy, crazy
And I really wanna be your lady, lady
But the one before you left me so
Damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged,
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is Damaged,
So Damaged, so damaged,
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What are you gonna do)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What are you gonna do)