the all so unwelcomed term test at the next week and till today, i so don't have the motivation to study YET. urghs, this shouldn't be the way. shitty. in order to get my utmost motivation-s, i'm not touching my lappy and com for these days until term test is over. yes, i'm gonna aim achieve that. CAN'T wait for my holidays/break/whatsoever! I JUST NEED A BREAK! (:
well, till then, aidos!
& good lucks peepo! :D
Slept at 4am and woke up at 10am today. Despite having a day out yesterday till 2 plus in the morning, i still don't feel tired! how nice if im like that for studying then burning midnight oil wouldn't be a problem for me. :X Well, going out with Miss Poh Weeling is fun and at least i got to know her even better cause we never been out tgt before since sec school! The thing that amuses us most is that we have great minds that think alike, where moments that she says what i wanted to say and vice versa. Although we made a futile trip to the Singapore Arts Museum, we managed to snapshot some photos before leaving the place and we even visited the SMU, the ambience of this school rocks! Shopping after that, where Miss Poh spent all her monies on a pair of pumps and me on a pair of filp-fops. Come to think of it, i didn't know i bought the filp-flops for what but i think its nice so no regrets. (: Camwhore-ed in a corner at bugis junction, and apprently, we spotted one guy looking us in one of our pic, i guess we attracted many unwanted attention. :X
Met brother during the early evening, major catch ups again. It's great that we meet once a week to update on each other lives! I know he dotes me most despite having so many unhappiness between we both in the beginning of the year. I do dote you most too brother! hahaha. We didn't go to SG flyer in the end, we took the money to have a dinner at swensens. :D Well, now i think the sadest thing is that i couldn't hang out with that bunch of peepo yet. Aiyah, time heals larxzxzx. And girls, must meet up okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, can't wait to see you allllllll! :D Tmr's school again, i seriously need to get my ass down to study!
Nearly died in the 4hours break today(only for today because of a makeup lect). A half and hour monopoly today brought us back to our childhood times, and i won the entire game! Leaving yongqiang bankrupt and sebas keep claiming that he won, but please accept the fact that i owned you. hahaha! & Mum bought me the top i wanted today from EDC! Wow, I'm rly a happy girl today! :)
I feel so stress when i hear peepos posting thingys on the CAS forum everytime. It's not your fault peepo, at least it gives me a gush to go there to like post something which i always never do in the end because i haven't even attend those stupid online lectures yet. I feel so not motivated in this sem, motivation where are you. ): I seriously need to add alot of oil! But first, i guess sleeping is the remedy of seeking some motivation cause i really felt so tired today especially during legal lectures. Anyway, i felt so much seeing the after-effects of the Szechuan earthquakes everyday in the news. So many charity shows screening on the scv channels asking people to donate money etc, somehow i wish i could help the people there. Although life and death is a normal thing in life, i just feel that life's just so fragile. Its just a thin line between alive and death of a human being. I really need to learn to cherish things/people around me and my life.
I NEED MY SLEEP NOW!
after much reflecting. x)
buhbye.
CCN was okayyyyy. My class managed to reap a profit of 60bucks plus despite being damn shy to ask ppl to buy our honey cornflakes. I did so many stupid things while asking ppl to buy, which turn out to be alright cause i managed to sell what i was supposed to! Helium balloons really made my day! Thanks for the big bunch of balloons i had from a new friend, minghua which made looked silly holding it on the bus while gg to TM with my 1A02s but thanks uh! hahaha. I wanted to give NXL but she's so reluctant to have it! Quite a number of hilarious moments we had while waiting for 2A03s to sell off all their stufff. I nearly laughed my ass out when the balloon with yongwen's name and the girl he liked stucked onto the ceiling & henry keeps wanting me to let the whole bunch up into the sky, quite a sadist! :X I gave the whole big bunch of balloons to a lil girl cause she kept looking at it and her mum asked me for one. Great lunch/dinner with them and we let off our balloon to the sky before leaving tamp! Met my girls at night for a chat, drink. Awfully thrist quencher i had, the heineken beer which i shared with grace. Ewww, i'll never drink that again! :X Ya lah, i know im a super noob in drinking cause i only drink my gapple vodka. :D
I had some "la-mian" in a "char chan teng" look-a-like. The worst thing is that i ordered something that i have to dump all the ingredients in myself. LOL. But brother's spicy beef thingy looks more delicious. :)
This is just our appetiser for our buffet! :X
Anyway, we had a hi-tea buffet at one of the restuarants in marina square. It was really a restuarant luh, i felt so tai-tai while eating! LOL. Okay, that's all for my weekends! I need to get my ass down to tutorials! & nxl send me the CCN photos real soon kayyyy so i can update here! (:
Owell, cooped in Sebas's hse till late last night to bake those CCN stuff. It's really taxing although we started school at 11am ytd. Well, at least we are all bonded a lil at least or rather know each other more. Time to bond more larhxzxz, 2A02! (: lol. Obtw, i start to love baking despite nearly having nightmares of the cornflakes last night. :X
Owell, mother's day was just yesterday! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY DEAREST MUM! I seriously love her to the bits. She's my entertainer, my confider, my sister, my gossiper, my everything in life. It was all because of her, i managed to stand up in such a short period of time. Well, we celebrated it over a family dinner which i find it really cosy, sweet. MUMMY, i love you! :)
Ogay, i've been really down in luck these days. Like friendster getting spammed, losing my stuff and also experiencing alot of shitty stuff since last week. I think i need to visit the temple again, bad luck go away please. haha. Anyway, CCN's around the corner. Buy my class stuff okay! We're selling some honey cornflakes thingy, do support. You support me, i'll support you! ahahahahaha.
Okay, i'm so gonna
Everything will get better in time & i'll smile like before. ((:
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Im very exhausted and tired till i know 24 hours is never enough for me to sleep.
I hope i would never wake up, never stepped into this misery.
itunes killed me with all those songs.
和你并肩同行 一起走过各种天气
再冷 我都不觉得委屈
但生命转了弯
慌乱间我回头看
却失去你的踪迹
不想一睡不醒 免得错过你的消息
忍着痛 忍不住了我就深呼吸
你说过的永远 说好要带我去
心 刮着风 下着雨 想着你 往前进
噢~爱 请问怎么走
我一个人 翻过山 越过海
只为你对我好过
这份爱 前所未有
噢~爱 为什么不走
我也不懂 谁劝我 谁爱我
谁可以让我解脱
你的微笑的温柔 的负重
只想 等你 回头
亲我 的双手
想着你 就能执著 不管多么寂寞
我的苦 我的泪 我的理所当然
只要你说你懂 就足够
我翻过山 越过海
是谁谁劝我 谁爱我
After all, i thought i was strong enough.
Bottling up everything inside my heart.
I've been struggling so much these weeks,
I know have to cast these aside.
I know. I know.
Better In Time - Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through
go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im (NOT) learning, to love again
all i know is, (HOPE) imma be ok