reveals within.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 @ 10:48 PM
uh. helped out my mum with the household chores today, and im pretty tired now. (: feeling so uber free these days, in fact the whole month. i did nothing and a month flew by!
well, recalling back to ytd when i was out with him and what we talked about and the short chat i had with joyce online rather wake me up from some things in life. he asked me something really really i didn't thought of it. is dance what i really want? or rather just a 3min fever? because i have this sudden thought of learning international ballroom dance because i've finally found someone who wanna learn that too! well, this was wad i really want to learn since young. but now isnt that too late? and now is this like a 3min fever only and all the fees i have to pay to learn that would all go down to drain? so that was the reason why im going to say, i quit. quit having thoughts of learning it alrdy bah besides my mum wouldn't allow it! mans, im afraid that i'll regret luh. contradiction.
very well, i've seen my "her desires" on my blog. wth. it's so like long? is like will people change as they grow up? become more and more materialistic? im so afraid that after entering poly, i'll change. furthermore, im alrdy have so many wants on my list. haha. freaking emo here. (x
nonetheless, these days im feeling real lucky. i've come to realise that my parents did really give me alot alot of freedom and alot of care and concern. prehaps, my feelings toward him and his appearance in my life made me realise these. im 17 in age but in mind im sooo much freaking younger. time to be contented and learn to save.
wth. freaking emo and lame post but im seriously thinking now. perhaps, i just got so much time now. worst of all, the posting of schools reveals next coming tues. therefore, the more i shld start thinking. x)
outing!
@ 12:04 AM
out with christopher today, ate sakae @ bugis and shopped around. i saw 3 soul members from superband! A-wei, Justis and Andy if im not wrong. they were like directly face to face with me. yeah. x) went to Marina Square and swensens before going home. (: anyways, i cant go out tmr! mans, feel so grounded because of tmr but i know i've been given alot of freedom by my parents already. uber contented. (:
well, a shot taken. rather candid so decided to blog it. (:
love red alot, now. XD
photos
Sunday, February 25, 2007 @ 10:37 PM
im simply having a hard time to upload these photos. well, enjoy~! (:
kster-ers. (:
group photo! (:
this picture is nice. LOL. ALY, uber cold joker! x)
brandon! we took alot of times before this. =X
nick lim! his cant smile properly due to ulcers? lol! =X
GRACE!
Jenna, the cold joker! =X
Vivian!
Wee Ling!
@ Kenny Rogers.
Smelly Patang! =X
cam-whore! =D
okay, the doting kor! (: aey! dont think much! we are SIBLINGS! LOL! =DD
brandon! we took alot of times before this. =X
nick lim! his cant smile properly due to ulcers? lol! =X
GRACE!
Jenna, the cold joker! =X
Vivian!
Wee Ling!
@ Kenny Rogers.
Smelly Patang! =X
cam-whore! =D
okay, the doting kor! (: aey! dont think much! we are SIBLINGS! LOL! =DD
sweetest 17! (:
@ 10:37 PM
HELLLLLOO! the first thing i shall wish myself SWEETEST 17! (:
oh well, time reali flies and now im alrdy 17. im seriously hating this number because it's reminding me that im going old a year alrdy. LOL. okay luh, actually the age doesn't matters as long as my heart is still young! =X
okies, an update about my happenings these 2 days and i bet it'll be a long entry, so be prepared! LOL. yesterday, went to mrs chua's hse. ate KFC and watch a vcd before leaving her hse. went to Marina Square with the girls, after that to have our dinner @ Kenny Rogers. well, the food there was nice. (: went to shop around there saw the creative mp3, 8GB selling at 179! mans, abit regret because i got my nano le. x) after that, we came back to white sands and meet up with serkiat. then, chuan hui kor came with a cake and two bottles of vodka which surprised me alot, really. i almost cried. x) after the 'mini' celebration, ch kor accompanied me home and we tried means and ways to open the bottles and finally we did managed to open it! (: we talked and cam-whore until 11.50pm like that and my mum allowed! LOL.
well, today i had dinner at with my parents and christopher @ the xing wang kitchen. LOL. im reali shocked! =X we ate alot alot and i wanna try the red bean or mango ice kachang like that? yumyum. my parents went to call him along? lol. den went to walk around before going back. (:
anyway, thanks to all those who wished me birthday!
-my parents!
-the loveable girls! [joey, grace, joyce,serkiat]
-christopher toh
-chuan hui kor
-daniel
-desiree
-ernest
-bernard
-jackson
-cheewai
-jeremy tan
-weixiang korkor
-jenna
-huiting
-zhiwen
-nick lim
-sheryl wee
-tianying
-alexandra
-serene
-nicolette
-xinyi
-yanqin
-alyssa
-yvonne
-zainul
-anson
-may sze
-ivan
MANY THANKS! (:
ps, hope i din left anyone out. =X
anyway, photos will be updated real soon. =D
ksters.
Thursday, February 22, 2007 @ 11:20 PM
i nearly went flat for all the songs today, in fact i did?
due to my throat. i can't sing! x(
but i still went ksters with joyce, grace and lynette.
due to my throat. i can't sing! x(
but i still went ksters with joyce, grace and lynette.
so paiseh! >.<
LOL.
LOL.
videos and pictures updating soon asap when i get them. (:
我只能把你放在我的心中.
NORBIT.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @ 10:19 PM
watched NORBIT today.
first-ever-so movie with ctyh.
hehehe, hahaha, wahahas, muahahas.
the movie was hilarious.
definately, the companion was great too. (:
enjoyed the movie thou.
especially the scene on the water theme park.
LOL.
tat was my day. tata. x)
anyway,
catching up with the girls real soon!
so excited!
4e3'o6 gathering @ mrs chua's hse.
worth forward-looking too! =D
wow. big bucks needed this time. =X
first-ever-so movie with ctyh.
hehehe, hahaha, wahahas, muahahas.
the movie was hilarious.
definately, the companion was great too. (:
enjoyed the movie thou.
especially the scene on the water theme park.
LOL.
tat was my day. tata. x)
anyway,
catching up with the girls real soon!
so excited!
4e3'o6 gathering @ mrs chua's hse.
worth forward-looking too! =D
wow. big bucks needed this time. =X
replies;
xinyi - happy new year to ya too! (:
Avrilgal - LOL. dont be shy! u're in the pic, smile! =X yeah, of course. if not i won't be posting! muahahas. =D
CNY visiting.
Monday, February 19, 2007 @ 12:00 AM
did visitings today, s'pore side relatives. well, some like i don't really know but mingled with some of them. most of all, got ang baos. but i don't feel very much of excitement on CNY yet, i guess because i can't play firecrackers here! x) had dinner with them again at the seafood restuarant before home. anyway, happy prosperous lunar new year again. (: and a song to recommend! uber nice! =D
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见面说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不能见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见面说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不能见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过
CNY 2007. (:
Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 4:50 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:
LOL. it's chinese new year! wooots! x)
changed my blogskin and friendster profile too because it's a new year, but i found out that this skin is sooo common when i was blog hopping. BUT i did some editting, in fact alot so it's different alrdy. heeee. (:
had reunion dinner yesterday with s'pore relatives alrdy and malaysia relatives while i was in malaysia. today with parents at home. =]
okay, chinese new year is here! and im having sore throat and flu. hell. and yes. FORGET about going on diet! because it's time to eat! wahahas. (:
ernest! i did mentioned hor! but it didn't appear somehow. really. anyway, happy CNY. muahahas. (:
KL. happy valentine's day! (:
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
haven't been updating my blog since the release of results partly because im lazy and i also went to KL straight after i took my results. yup, went there for a 3 days 2 nights trip! it's okay luh, kinda fun. =X my dad drove for like 4 hrs plus from my home to KL. it's soooo fast luh as he was pratically speeding. (: and i stayed over at my aunt's hse. the second day i went shopping with my cousin! at times square and sungei wang. well, she brought me to a resturant or cafe to eat with her friends and the food was nice! the ambience was like so cool luh, it's called gasoline. i had fish and chips, the plate of it was served like alot lorh bigger than swensens size selling at RM$8.90. SO CHEAP! the shake was nice too and the seats were like platform de. interesting, how i wish s'pore have something like that. x) didn't have much time to shop and onli managed to buy a dress and a shirt. sooo little. =X and guess wad, i lost my ATM card on results day. shitty.
yesterday, went to meet ch kor to coach in his science, chemistry. he was there too and yes we cannot teach together. will die! LOL. den went to buy his gift and made a replacement for my atm card. thank god the money is still in there. LOL. and a rose from him really shocked me. (x
today, is valentine's day! met him for his present of course i gave him his too. and he made me breakfast? french toast. it's simple but sweet luh. my first ever-so valentine's day. LOL. met the girls, joyce, grace and serkiat at TM. ate a-ji-sen and it was super full and nice! after that, went to catch a movie at GV, protege. and you know wad? GV doesn't ACCEPT NETS. my god. that's like soooo shocking. =X and btw protege is super nice and the little girl in the show is uber cute! (: after that, met up joey and lynette at white sands. had "girls talk" at mac and after that home sweet home. well, a happy valentine's day to everyone! i had fun today and hope you all too! LOL. lastly, some pictures frm my trip and today! (:
this was the ambience. sooo cool right?! (:
gasoline was the name of the resturant. haha. FOOD and my cousin, eating.
cam-whoring. joyce, sk, me, grace.
dolling-up. random luh.
serkiat and me! (:
liews, on my way back to s'pore. random shot.
dolling-up. random luh.
serkiat and me! (:
liews, on my way back to s'pore. random shot.
tagboard replies.
yanqin - THANK YOU! (:
O LVL RESULTS!
Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 12:00 AM
WOW. i haven't been updating at all because i was real busy and tired. (: have been relief-ing POA in school with joyce in school for 2 days. apparently, sec 4e3 would be the most motivatied class in learning POA luh. 4A was alright but they had some blues today. =.= and 4e4 was like arghs. =X after these 2 days, i've got to know how a teacher feels and what a teacher does luh. it's fun thou! hehe. (:
today was the release of results for Os. soooo nervous! and yes! i did okay. i did not failed any! i've got 4As, 2Bs and 1Cs. but i've got to admit i had quite high expectations on myself luh. so kinda disappointed or smth? -.-" after that went to had dinner with him, ch kor and jack. ate sakae! KOR ON HOUSE! =D the next table was the girls! and we were like practically having competition. and we won. 55plates of sushi onli. and 6 bowls of the noodles, 3 bowls of udon. madness. all WONG KOK SIN's doings. he came halfway to join us. yeah. nice but damn full luh. almost threw out. =X
anyway, very late alrdy. i can't update ain't more, lacking of brain juice! LOL. latest pics. (:
the staff lounge. (:
55 plates!! =]FOOD EVERYWHERE.KOK SIN's doings. x)
my cousin's earphone. BLUETOOTH.
MY COUSIN and I. he looks old, he is luh! LOL.
Xin Wang Resturant. i love the cup! LOL. xD
purely candid. in the staff lounge. =]
MY COUSIN and I. he looks old, he is luh! LOL.
Xin Wang Resturant. i love the cup! LOL. xD
purely candid. in the staff lounge. =]
CONGRATS! to those who did well! (:
those who did not, don't feel in despair. be optimistic! =]
weeeeeeeeeets. (:
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
alrights, haven't been updating these days because im sooo lazy. =X
sunday, was like a routine of my life sooo nothing much to be update of, accompanied ch kor to study. and i taught him the sulphate, sulphuric, sulphur. it reminded me of those days having chemistry. (: and i watched soccer at night, the ASEAN championship. singapore won! Daren was crowned project superstar 2007, quite expected. lol. and i love DIYA's jacket but i had a hard time finding thou. ):
monday, was out with wx kor and jack as promised. well, went queenstown and got the shorts i wanted. well, the sports gears there are quite cheap as in affordable lah. (: after that went to orchard to collect my watch. finally, it's back! and i find fossil's service centre quite efficient thou, mainly because i expected to get my watch back like on late feb. =D went far east then. the clothes there are sooo tempting. hahas. and heeren after that home sweet home. (:
today, was out for gym with him at tamp. oh well, im like a first-timer to public gym? and well, the gym is 5 times of joey's house, spacious because it's public. =X and the resources there are new, well-equipped with a well-equipped toilet. lol. nice place thou. (: had lunch at KFC and help my mum to purchased some groceries. and home sweet home.
well, it's confirmed that 9 feb 2007, this friday will be the released of the O levels results at 2.30pm. having mixed feelings, anxious and excited to know but nervous. well, contridicting. =S
tagboard replies.
yanqin - hahas, sure. (:
thirteen ; - yeah, see ya soooon. tmr? (:
yVoNnE - hahas, thank you.
ps. i realised alot of emotions uh! LOL. and finally, i've changed the background music. (:
ciao! =D
100th post. (:
Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ 10:44 PM
finally 100th post of this blog. (:
well, did housework today so did my parents? i was sooo surprised that my dad did too! LOL. =X it's because i seldom see him does housework. and now i find SCV damn boring because there are limited amount of shows / channels(because mine isn't the ultimate pack) or rather i expected too much of it or..... no amazing race asia le? haha. x)
grace called me out today, but i couldn't go because of the housework i promised to do and i realised i have very very poor time management despite of my perfectionist character, it beats me. oh well, i've got to learn. (:
mans, damn miss the girls. wonder wad are they doing luh and all i could do is read their blogs onli. MISS YOU ALL LAH. haix, but i guess im seeing them sooon. results day. x( read quite a couple of blogs, stating results are quite confirmed that they will be released on the 9th. well, wish me luck. i really hope i'll do well, yes. =)
shopping @ chinatown.
Friday, February 02, 2007 @ 10:34 PM
amazing race asia was real nice! i admire the couple team, andrew and syeon although they came in third in the whole amazing race asia series but i reali admired their teamwork. (:
alrights back to me, supposingly was to go to school for dance because i want to learn and exercise! but i've clean forgotten about going to chinatown with my mum to shop for new year items until morning. so sorry joey! =X
well, it was already quite alot of people when we reached there. the stuff there was like almost the same, mochi(s), sweets, peanuts, sausages, waxed duck, coconuts selling at a dollar? etc. lol. then went to the famous traditional dessert shop for desserts of course, its heavenly. (: after that, continued with shopping. managed to get a couple of food stuffs! mans, i miss kueh bangkit, love letters, pineapples tarts, bua kua! i soo wanna eat them now! x) and also bought biscuits! for no reason, im in love with biscuits now instead of chocolates! LOL. oh well, chinese new year is sooooo coming soon! (x
anyway, chatted with jenna last night on msn. oh well, she hadn't changed at all! still as cold as ever. LOL. but she mentioned that i've improved because i managed to catch her lame jokes now! hahas. coool. (:
well, tmr will be spring cleaning mans. arghs, damn frustrated with the router. i just can't enjoy the wireless connection peacefully. shitty! x(
it seems like a funeral, just memories from the reality.
SCV mania.
Thursday, February 01, 2007 @ 8:23 PM
oh god, ive been watching tv the whole day. finally, im blogging because i wanna blog! watch HBO this morning, bewitched. channel 56 at 3, shao nian de gong dui it's simply nice. den AXN later for amazing race asia. oh well, life pretty bore and now ive found an entertainment for the time being..haha. anyway, im damn pissed off by something, MY WIRELESS CONNECTION. it keeps disconnecting. shitty. ): okay, tv now! =D